i wonder why i have such strong determination to finish/complete a game or quest such as a stupid iphone game or stupid maple jumping quests when i keep failing. i mean, seriously completing those are not going bring any much achievement to me. like probably any other person can just help me complete those, but noooooooo, i am just too stubborn and just wish to complete those on my own. ok, coool personality or whatever. BUT not so cool when i dont apply these to real life. or at least i think i dont. sure stubbornest runs deep in my blood but i mean i am such a slacker/sloth/stoner (whats with the S words..national day coming up?! ) anyway, so there are like so much stuff that i wanted to complete before i start work. look at me now! ahh, nowhere near to even attempting doing what i wanted to do =(
stupid me.
used to be so much more hyped up about everything and having like unlimited amount of energy and drive to do lots of stuff. but now, i'm just.. chilling out, lazing around. mannn, what happened. i used to hate lazing around, can u believe it? no? me neither. hahaha.
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