Had a gathering with friends and one of my friends was like saying how i have this concept of a perfect family with a boy and a girl leaving in a perfect hdb flat etc. like how the government propaganda works..blah blah and how it isnt the truth cause..well look at our own family! and i think the reason why he has commitment phobia or why he doesnt wanna settle down was because of the experience at home and stuff (but who knows..i cant understand exactly why anyone wouldnt want to settle down..cos i guess maybe i m more needy=x)
so anyway i m assuming that my friend didnt want a family cos his is kinda screwed up. then i m thinking.. my family is kinda screwed up too what... why do i want a family of my own. then i remembered... actually since very long ago.. like since young say primary school? All i wanted was to have my own family and to turn things right. haha but ok la, my family isn't too bad now. Just that there were many things that i hope was different when i was younger, but of cos i cldnt change them, so then i thought to myself that when i became a parent i must do this this this and not that and stuff.
but when the day comes and i really become a parent i guess i may just become like them. oh well~
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