for the recent event thtat i organised for my department recently, we invited a guest speaker to talk about hwo to be optimistic in the face of changes. and he ask us, whether we are a optimistic or pessimistic person.everyone said optimistic, and secretly down in my heart, i think i am a pessimistic one. wonder if it is obvious cos i know i i am a person who smiles quite alot.haha

ok, i dont exactly know what point i am trying to make here.... but i am a person full of contradictions and even i myself am confused with myself.

but ok learned some tricks to try and change...