some preview of my thoughts now

my thoughts are always hardly organized and i kinda hate it cos it makes me confused much.

-chicken and egg theory
wanted to set the title as, "i'm moody, so i think alot. then i wondered, maybe it was i think alot thats why i'm moody"

-what ifs
sometimes in life we need to worry less about what ifs and learn to live more.

but yet we need to weigh our options.
how do we even give options a weight!

-gender roles
there are some preset societal concept of how things should be and sometimes i wonder that when i cross the line if it would come back and haunt me in future. i think its highly likely that it would. and that sux. already thought i avoided the taboo step, but then again i dont know. did i really? its not the fact that the step indeed is taboo to people around the person in picture but rather its something that would affect the person in picture only. because maybe the person probably becomes highly paranoid of all possible connection to event one and thus neglecting everything around that are real evidences of the exact opposite.


women ..
..are really complicated creatures. haha wanted to explain more.. but its just so tough to explain. hahaha.

example : If A only leads to B.
Sometimes B = A
Sometimes B = !A (and an attempt to have A.)

oh A is a subset of B! ok i dunno what i'm thinking anymore

haha sleep!