i felt so pek chek when i was bathing again =.= my neck feels a teeny bit sun dmg-ed again. i have start to lose my discipline and scratch again. it is just so tiring to keep controlling myself. after so many years! it is hard to be strong all the time but sometimes i wonder whether i m just getting too weak. stupid me.

i need to achieve some inner peace mannn. think my temper quite bad these days. and i m emitting alot of heat too. aye!