every time i am studying for exams there will be days i get sick or lazy to go out and study. and everytime i attempt to study at home, i question myself.. why do i keep trying when i fail all the time? =.= another day gone. gg-fied. can i just not strive for all A anymore?

well, just do my best right? i mean... i dont wanna regret not trying either. :(

but now looking at my progress.. its totally bullshit. omg. i need discipline. get someone just sell me some?