its kind of disappointing that most of my closer friends don't seem to be very excited about wedding! :( seems to take the whole fun out of it. cos the whole idea is to share the joy with your closest ones mah! sometimes it feels like i have to force them to help me, which feels extremely horrible! makes me wonder if i had been such a lousy friend too. =.=

it sure is tiring being the clown...

always expected to be happy and never down...