bloody stress. feeling extremely unappreciated. "peer" pressure totally not helping.

why make me feel like i'm a betrayer when i'm not? like come on? how old are we guys now =.=
goodness gracious me. why does it feels the same when i was 16 and i joined drama..and my npcc frens got upset because i wasnt "loyal" to npcc anymore?

and now its not even my fault that i'm in a different division. it isn't my choice u know. although i am ok with the final decision and am not complaining...and may even feel abit happy about the change.. it wasnt even my say to begin with.

and yes although i m ok and maybe even somewhat happy with the final decision... its definitely not the easier option. and its stressing me out already! thats the dilemma i was having thats why i couldnt make up my mind???

and you arent helping me at all :(