woke up today feeling lost. haha finally its the weekend that i'm looking so forward to, but what fun stuff am i going to do? nothing in particular.. but read my 4 sets of reports and then proceed on to give some stupid presentation to some people. that doesnt seem very nice. so i decided to just watch some cartoons (pokemon, doremon and some jacky cheung cartoon on the tv!) haha

still feel unsatisfied. i feel that i have been deprived of deep conversations, laughs, friends.

suddenly miss the days when i come home and just sit in front of the comp and chat with alot of friends on msn. hahaha those are fun. but now when your own life is so boring, what is there to talk about? bitching about work is like...painful i rather just throw it at the back of my mind.

i need a hobby! i need some direction! but at the same time i am so lazy!