sometimes i am like a sims character. ok well sims are modeled to be like real life too anyway right? just probably i'm even more sensitive than the sims. ok only for one particular situation though... ...
not as sensitive with friends i wonder why.

haha so its like everyday when i wake up the bar drops a little and then happy interactions will increase the status bar while negative ones will decrease the bar a little..and when there arent any interactions for a long period the bar drops more et cetera. and sometimes, just sometimes... i feel like letting the bar drop all the way so that i no longer feel the want/need to even meet.. which isnt exactly a good thing either.

i want to not want to want that person. which isnt right.. right?
sighh..