:( damn it, have been so moody and stressed the past few days. ok la, only ytd night and today, haha and shit, ended up scratch so much, and now that i look at my skin and the consequences of what i've done.. woa seriously feel like crying. zzzz. some people just never do learn do they? and i wonder why. its like totally thick in the skull or something. sighh...few seconds of scratching.. few weeks or even months/years for it to really heal. =.= i wonder where my brains are.